Y 4.22.2006
Summer Changes
Summer is another season. Summer is the favorite time of the year of young kids because this means that they will not have to face any test, teacher or homework for two straight months. It WAS the time of the year that I WAS most anxious to arrive. How time changes, I can still remember the last 15 summers I've had, or so I think. This summer might not be as special or as good as my previous summers. Although it is quite unique in its own way. First, I mentioned my haircut. The last time I had short hair was the 6th grade. I think I also mentioned my braces, which my smile will wear starting this Monday. I migh also mention that for the past 15 years, my hair has been WAVY. Take note, wavy, not curly. I hated my hair for that but appreciated it these past few years but a few weeks from now, after my sister got her hair straightened I might just get my hair straightened. I just hope that people will still recognize me as the same old Klyonne Whannica Mari V. Dela Cruz that they know. I still haven't changed much, emotionally or mentally. This might be due to the fact that my summer hasn't got any even which will affect me emotionally. There is no sign of a summer romance and I sort of dreaded summer since what happened last year was actually summer's fault. If I'm talking rubbish now and you can't understand my post then it is wise if you'll stop reading it. Anyway, starting on Tuesday I will be undergoing mental torture, or so I think. I'll be starting my review sessions but with the material they gave me, I don't think it will be a challenge but it's best to be prepared because I wouldn't want to give false impressions. Anyway, I really miss the special people in my life. First, my best friends, who have always been there for me. Next, BDT, who have always brought cheer and happiness into the dreary world that I once lived. Lastly, to the Mendel people, who I love, always had and always will, and who were always there beside me. Summer hasn't brought a change of heart. I still love the things that I love before. I think summer is the right time for the heart to rest from any pain or turmoil it might have undergone during the past year. I can say that my heart is in good condition now, considering past events. It might be the right time to wake it up, if circumstances go my way. I hope this summer will be better than the last. I hope this summer won't bring about anything dreadful once I entered my senior year. I hope this summer will be able to prepare me for what is to come, the last, the final bow. Summer, summer, summer, what used to be the season of fun, now is the season of boredom. We really grow out of things and summer is one of the things of the past that only children enjoy. Anyway, I am now back to loving mysteries and detective stories after having a break 'cause the previous year was spent loving fantasies and magic. I really adore Sherlock Holmes, whose brain and abilities are simply superb. I also adore Shinichi Kudo, whose methods are astounding but I will never forget my first ever detective, Nancy Drew.
A long time has passed. A lot of memories have been buried. There have been a lot of changes. The mind, body, heart and soul are now ready to face what is to come.
p.s. the picture is sort of a word cloud. it sort of ran through my blog with the most used words, i think. well, there are the results.
you know you love me
xoxo
4:13:00 PM
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