Y 2.28.2006
Grades! Oh No!
oh no! grabe, i'm teary-eyed na while writing this post. asa excel ako ngaun sa 4th floor ng SM Manila. Kasama ko ngaun cna ninyo, maton, ph, cm, vanir, gaux, ayka, julius, jay-v at luis dahil gumawa kami ng project sa TW. Eion, so much for the now, grabe kaninang English time binigay ung mga cards namin. I was so nervous dahil alam kong bumaba ako ng 5 points sa trigo pero i did not expect na bababa ako ng sobra-sobra. Duh! 6 points sa Filipino. Who would've expected that eh mataas naman kami tapos nagpasa-pasa pa ko ng rice cooker na cause ngaun ng financial crisis ko. Nakakaasar talaga. Tapos bumaba din ako ng 1 point sa Math at 1 point sa Social. To think na sa Social eh halos puro perfect ang quizzes ko tapos 90 ako sa periodic eh bumaba pa ko. Sa Math hindi ko expect na bababa ako kac same pa rin naman ung performance. I did not expect na tumaas pero mas hindi ko inexpect na bumaba. Sa other subjects na parang hindi ko maisip kung bababa ako or tataas eh dun pa ko tumaas. I gained 13 points and lost 13 points.Nakakaasar. Dati I was top 2. 0.1 na lang ang lamang ni Ninyo sakin. Ngaun? Well, 92.6 ako at 93.5 siya so ung 0.1 naging 0.9. That's not the worst of it. Si Rachelle na dating lower sakin eh ngaun mas mataas na sakin. 92. 9 na siya. So, most likely top 3 na ko or even lower kac hindi ko pa kinocompute ung grades ni Kim at ni Julius. Hai, buhay. I guess it's my fault din kac lague akong absent nung 3rd quarter pero pano ba yan? Mas marami akong absent ngaung 4th quarter dahil sa cotillion and dahil sa stupid elections which I think I'll lose naman. Hai. Sabi naman nila because of emotional depression kaya ako mababa pero hindi ko na iisipin ung aspect na un. What I know is I let myself down. Wala akong ibang binigo kundi ang sarili ko. Naasar ako kac siempre cocompare na naman ako sa sis ko eh 93. 9 na ung average niya taps puro 99 at 97 ang grade. I don't care na dun kac lague naman eh. Ang hindi ko talga matanggap is that I failed myself. Maaring para sa iba mataas na ang grades ako at maaring sinasabi niyo na ang yabang ko naman, mataas na eh hindi pa ko makuntento. I'm also sure may nagsasabing ang GC ko naman pero the thing is hindi ko mga grades ang grades ko ngaun. Hindi mga grades ni Nica V. Dela Cruz ang lumabas sa card ko. Grades un ng isang girl na sa sobrang dami ng ibang inaalala at inaasikaso eh napabayaan na ang studies. I'm making a vow now. Hindi na promise kac I recently broke a promise at sobrang sumama ang loob ko na I broke it kac I don't want to let anyone down. So I'm making a vow na from today wala na akong absences sa klase. From now on I'll be giving 110 % sa lahat ng gagawin at from today, GC mode na. Wala na munang co-curricular stuff at mga lakwa-lakwatsa. Financial crisis ako ngaun at ngaun crisis pa sa grades so magpapaka-gc muna ko kahit it takes every ounce of my strength to do so. Magising ka na nga NICA!!! Maging responsible ka na ulit!!! Gumising ka!!! Hai, nababaliw na nga siguro ako. Ganito talga ang effects ng grades sakin. Hai. I'm going to make sure that this is the first and the last time I fail myself. I swear.
you know you love me
xoxo
7:02:00 PM
Y 2.20.2006
Ash Tree
Ash Tree (the Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
you know you love me
xoxo
10:04:00 PM
Y 2.19.2006
The Real Deal
Now, I'm in the mood to write about the prom. I really don't want to edit my previous post so I'll just make a new one. Grabe. After weeks and weeks of preparations after missing classes for a week, after spending thousands and after a lot of pressure, excitement and disappointment, the JS Prom has come and gone. So? My previous post was not about the promenade although it was entitled that. It was just about how I felt that night, a few hours after the prom. It was not really how I felt about the prom. So let me make it up to you and I'll tell you the real deal about this year's JS Prom.
Let's start with the preparations. It has been a month ago since the presidents and VPs of each section had meetings about the prom. We were just on the planning stage and everything was still a blur. After some time the parents had arguments as to the prom planning. It was a bad example for the students since our own parents were fighting about our prom which shouldn't be the case since the students are supposed to be the ones who are planning and the parents are only our guides. Anyway one major issue before was the buffet style or the set plate style of dining. That became a major issue and almost all were for the buffet style though many parents wanted the set plate dining. During the prom night, I realized that parents are always right. It would've been better if we had the set plate type of dining.
A big part of the program is the cotillion or recently called the rigodon de honor. At first, the presidents and VPs were the once who will be dancing until the teachers who are in charge announced that they'll be the ones to choose. It was a big thing for me since I really wanted to dance and I really love dancing. In the end after much anticipation and after much disappointment and insanity I was a part of the dance. Practices were torture at first since my blood always boil during practice but in the end it brought out something good.
The essentials of a girl during the prom night are her dress, bag, shoes, hair and make-up. My dress was a bit of a disappointment at first but it turned out fine. My bag was bought the last minute, a few hours before the prom. My shoes were really great though expensive and they didn't last long. After the first two dances they were ruined. My hair and make-up came as a shock since I was late in arriving at the salon. (David's Salon Vito Cruz Branch) The hair was fine and the make-up was light so I was happy about it.
My day started fine, I woke up at 10:30 though my original plan was 8-8 but since we went to the mall the previous night and I waited outside our house for 30 minutes because my sister fell asleep. I had a pretty bad morning because there was a problem as to where I'll dress up, what salon I'll be going to, what time will I go to the salon, what time will I be arriving and as to who will take me to the hotel. I was really in a bad mood but after going online for a couple of hours my mind was set. I was in a fine mood until I arrived at the shop. My mother dampened my mood because while I was being fixed she was scolding me for not going there earlier. I couldn't help myself but tell her to shut up because even if she talks a hundred miles per hour she can't rewind the time. Anyway we arrived at the hotel with me dressed up in well jeans and shirt. We rushed to the ladies' room and that's where I dressed up. My mood was getting worse until I finished dressing up and left my aunt and mom there. I'm such a bad person I know but then after I saw my friends I was good again and excited.
The prom starts. Registration then I had a few pictures taken with Abychu then entrance with Maritoni then we had a bit of difficulty finding our table. People were having their pictures taken so we joined in and then after that we sat down since they were mentioning our table over the microphone. We settled down and the program started. Dinner came and went. I wasn't able to finish my food. I wasn't able to eat dessert but I was full. Anyhow the AVP (audio visual presentation) started and the cotillion dancers were asked to line up. The dance started off well and I was thinking of Abychu and Baby M the whole time because of my senior partner. Anyway after the dance was the time to party.
The party started with My Humps so everyone was dancing and grooving. After 2 songs they asked everyone to sit down first. That's when I realized that the rings on my left shoe were gone. I was a bit down since I liked my shoes but hey, that's life. Anyway after much argument everyone was back on the dance floor. The Mendel gurls got wild. Haha. Not really but then we didn't rest for any song. The fast songs were a chance for us to party. When we were already tired we removed our shoes and danced the night away. Suddenly the first slow song kicked in. My partner was missing. Not my date or dance partner cause I didn't have a date but I already talked to someone and we agreed that we'll be each other's first dance. So I waited for him. He arrived in the middle of the second song and so we danced. After that Nikko asked me to dance and then Mike. It was a group of slow songs then a group of fast songs. So after those slow songs we danced the night away again and then after that, slow songs once more. I was able to dance with all the Mendel boys, then 3 boys from Badillo, 1 guy from Urey and then 1 from Ptol, 1 from Burbank and 1 from Hertz. So all in all there were 25 of them. I was glad and I danced with some of them twice. I was just a bit devastated cause I missed the last dance. I was just at our table because well, you don't have to know the reason. Then we had some mor pictures taken and then we set off for Alyssa's house for the post prom party.
There were only 6 of us, Angelie, Cristina, Alyssa, Gaux, Maritoni and I. Upon arriving at the Arciaga residence we partied by singing using the Magic Sing Videoke microphone. We took turns going online and then I suddenly slept. I was only resting waiting for Gaux to dress up when I fell asleep with my gown, make-up, hair and all. After that I dressed up, washed my hair and we all fell asleep at about 4:30 am. We woke up at about 10:30. After that everyone was to timid to take a bath but since they were going skating everyone rushed and after about an hour we were ready to go. Gaux and I watched Pink Panther and it was really funny. I was able to go home at about 6 pm.
So, all in all prom night is a happy, exciting, exhilirating experience. For others it was quite depressing and disappointing but for me, it's a mixture of both. You can't have everything you want so there is no perfect prom night there can only be a great one or a bad one. As for me, it was a great night. It's a night worth of all the time and effort everyone placed into it. All in all, it was a nigh for friends and lovers. It was a night to socialize, dress up and it was an excuse for everyone to party. I can't wait for next year's prom but now, I'll have to go back to reality first and face all the work that got piled up. Now, I have to face all my problems first. Now, there's nothing infront of me but the real deal.
[p.s. I'll be posting a pic here of the gorgeous girls]
you know you love me
xoxo
11:52:00 AM
Y 2.18.2006
Promenade
hai. well it's our prom night. what else can i say? i'm in one of my classmate's house. we'll stay here over night. they are currently singing while I bother to post a blog post about a night that's not really that special. Yes prom comes twice in your life. I enjoyed it but it was not perfect. It was not a night to remember. All I can say is that. I love dancing with peers, everything was wild and my shoes got destroyed in the process. I'm to tired to tell you every little detail. All I can say is it's fine but not perfect. That's all.
you know you love me
xoxo
2:39:00 AM
Y 2.16.2006
Forgive and Forget
May kasabihan nga taung forgive and forget dibah? I do believe naman in that saying pero I never thought na I'll apply that to her. As in dati sobrang sabi ko, never. Maraming times dati na inaasar nila ko na baka in time maging best friends pa daw kami. If you've seen Ako Legal Wife nung nagsanib puwersa si Wife # 1 at si Wife # 2 parang eiwan ko, narelate ko samin at sabi ko never mangyayari samin un. Sabi ko rin dati never as in ever ko sia kakausapin. At sabi ko dati gusto ko ako lahat ang magpoint out sa kania ng lahat ng bagay na kinaasaran ko at ng mga tao sa paligid.
Last YMCA parang I wanted to talk to her na. I wanted to open up and tell her lahat ng hinanakit ko sa kania pero hindi ko nagawa. I guess the timing wasn't right. Kanina mejo naasar pa nga ako sa kanila nung friend niang guy kac bulungan pa cla ng bulungan taps I dunno what came over me, I asked her if we could talk. She got up her chair and we went out of the audi. Eion, I started confessing. Sinabi ko lahat ng hinanakit ko and I asked her to do the same. Sinabi rin nia and we said sorry to each other. Siempre nagsorry din ako noh. Actually hindi ko talaga intention na parang magsorry kami to each other ang intention ko talaga eh ipaubaya sa kania si ano. Eion, basta un. Dapat sasabihin ko lang sa kania na ingatan nia c ano eion at sana happy na cla. Until edi we started talking na pero mejo naputol at practice na. Tapos eh magbibihis sia so sinamahan ko, eh I wanted to go to the canteen to buy a drink so nagpasama din ako. After we bought paglabas pa lang namin ng canteen, WOW, palakpakan lahat ng mendel sa chem room. Hehehe, hindi ko expect. Eion so tinuloy namn ung usapan namin umabot un ng sobrang tagal and in the end. Owkei na kami. Whatever will happen at least maluwag na lahat sa damdamin ko. Everytime I see her dati my blood boils. Everytime I see them, my blood boils and my heart hurts so ngaun parang wala na ung boiling blood and hindi na siguro ganun kasakit. As in parang lahat ng tinik sa puso ko eh wala na. Feeling ko kac lahat ng tinik sa puso ko connected sa kania so ngaun owkei na eh, halos nawala na lahat.
So, what are my friends' reactions? Most of them are happy for me that I was able to do that. Sabi nila it was a good thing and it really was for the better. Of course hindi maiiwasan na lahat ng tao ang first reaction...PLASTIC!! duh! hindi ako ganun noh. Pag nakipagbati ako at peace talks talaga, totoo yun. Walang halong kaplastican. So, alam kong shocked lang ang mga pipol sa nakikita nila. Siempre kahit ako rin naman ndi ko inexpect na ganun tlga. Lahat ng nakikita kng nadadaanan kami taas kilay hehe. So eion, sobrang relieved na koh.
Panira lang talga ang pagpasok ko sa last subject. Pati ako at ang kaibigan ko idinadamay niya at masyado siang nangengealam. Sobra na siya ha. (ibang siya na ito.) Nabubwiset na ko. Hai.
Oh, prom na bukas. Hindi ako ganun ka excited pero I don't dread it na. Taps parang ngaun ako pa ang may gustong they'll be back together again kac para happy na c ano un. Happy na ko kung happy siya. Haha, andrama. Ang senti nga daw eh.
Eion, I just hope I'll enjoy tomorrow. Tulog na nian ako. I need my beauty rest. Just always remember, forgive and forget, and you'll make your life easier for yourself.
[P.S. Gets nio ung pic?]
you know you love me
xoxo
9:42:00 PM
Y 2.15.2006
The Art of Letting Go
The Art Of Letting Go
"OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh"
Put away the pictures. Put away the memories. I put over and over Through my tears I've held them till I'm blind They kept my hope alive As if somehow that I'd keep you here Once you believed in a love forever more? How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it's over Say the word goodbye. But each time it catches in my throat Your still here in me And I can't set you free So I hold on to what I wanted most Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade What can I do? But try to make it through the pain of one more day Without you Where do I start, to live my life alone? I guess I'm learning, only learning, Learning the art of letting go.
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
you know you love me
xoxo
11:08:00 PM
Y 2.14.2006
Heart's Day
It's valentine's day. Stupid day for me. This is my worst valentine's day since ever. Anyway it's stupidity to write the day's events but I really want to congratulate Mr. Raphael Bernardo. You're the man! I'll just be posting a song which might give you an idea of what I feel.
Stuck by Stacie Orrico
I… can’t get out of bed today Or get you off my mind I just can’t seem to find a way To leave the love behind
I ain’t tripping I’m just missing you You know what I’m saying You know what I mean
You’ve kept me hanging from a string While you make me cry I’ve tried to give you everything But you just give me lies
I ain’t tripping I’m just missing you You know what I’m saying You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool There’s nothing I can do I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it What am I waiting for? I’m still breaking I miss you even more And I can’t fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can’t stop thinking of you It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Now loves a broken record that’s been Skipping in my head I keep singing yesterday Why we have to play these games we play
I ain’t tripping I’m just missing you You know what I’m saying You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool
I can’t take it What am I waiting for? I’m still breaking I miss you even more And I can’t fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can’t stop thinking of you It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Every now and then when I’m all alone I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool There’s nothing I can do I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it What am I waiting for? I’m still breaking I miss you even more And I can’t fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can’t stop thinking of you I hate you but I love you I can’t stop thinking of you Don’t know what to do I’m stuck on you
you know you love me
xoxo
9:05:00 PM
Y 2.12.2006
Confessions of a Tattered Heart
Friday
hai naku. isang weekend na naman ang nagdaan. balik tagalog ako sa blog ko. hai. isang wikend lang ang nagdaan at sobra as in sobrang dami na ng nangyari. let's start last thursday. practice namn ng coutillion from 1 - 5. masaia naman dahil sobrang mahal ko ang dancing so enjoy pero da thing is, may panira. kilala nio naman na cguro kung cno un. eion, taps c daryll na katabi ko eh inaasar pa ko. pero sanay na ko kay daryll kaia ndi naman na maxadong kakabadtrip. taps ang dami ko pang kakampi pero i dont want war naman eh, wala naman akong valid reason para magalit sa kania. pero my blood still boils every time i see her so hai eiwan ko na lang. taps nataps kami pero may nalaman naman akong isa pang problem concerning my friends. pero whatever will happen sa problem na un eh sana, sana lang maays ang lahat at walang mapapahamak. taps nagskating ulit kami at nagshoe-shopping ako. news advisory: when shoe shopping, shop with girls not with boys. hai, umabot ako ng 9-9 sa pagha2nap ng shoes dahil ang kasama ko c CM at Ninyo na ipinipilit sakn na no use dahil matatakpan sa gown ko. Anyhoo, nakabili rin with the help of Jay-V, Ninyo, Maton, and Mike. Salamat talaga! Mahal ko kayo! Nakauwi naman ng matiwasay at that incident ends my Friday.
Saturday
Pagdating namin sa Pamp. eh txt agad ako kay tin kac aatend ako sa foundation day namin. Pagdating don I found out na, watak-watak na kada ko. Cna tin, jam at ding eh kasama na ng grupo nilang fockers at cna reena, mikhaella, monica, katrin at lili namn ay nasa sarili nilang grupo. So para san pa ang guyz_03? nasan na ang pagsasamahan naming siyam? Hindi nalang ako maxadong nagsalita at nakealam sa kung ano mang meron sa kanila pero i was kinda OP sa grupo nina tin kac siempre sa kanila ako sumama dahl kaming apat talaga ang magkakasama. Mabait namn ung bago niang kada pro ndi ako kinakausap ni Bernadette. May hard feelings pa rin since gr. 5? hehe, eiwan eion. Nagulat ako. Anniv na ni Georgia at ni Glenn sa Feb. 24. WOW. First time kong nakarinig na may naka1-year sa St. Scho at si Glenn pa. Congrats. Hai speaking of relationships. Wow, c bernadette may kaon na girl, c Regina, c Kabebs kaon si Chi (though I'm not really close to both of them), c venus may kaon din na secnd yir na d ko klala, c ding malapit nang makaon c kakat, c tin kay kathlyn, waah! puro girl-girl relationships...nakakawindang. wow. akala ko dati parang i'm at home with that idea. i'm not pro but i'm not also anti pero nung nakita ko tlga na halos lahat ng mga friends ko they're into those kind of relationships mejo kakawindang talaga. i mean duh, when u see two girls going up to stage 8 eh, it's sumthng na. hai, eion, i left mga 1 pm mejo nagenjoi naman pero not fully. My cuz's birthday party was fine. I just remembered the time nung 1st bday pa lng nia at super active pa kami sa games na ganun. ngaun, we're too old for everything, i just wish I was a kid again. Innocent and carefree. walang problema sa mundo. Another day done and that's my Saturday.
Sunday
sunday pa rin hanggang ngaun pero grabe kanina. woke up fine pero nung pu2ntahan na namin ung gown ko. mejo inanticipate ko na na pangit para ndi ako maxadong madevastate. eion, it wasn't what i expected mga 80% kamukha nung kay emma...pero it was not properly fitted. maluwang taps chorva chorva (hay nababakla na kami dahil kay mam vidal) eion, so mangiyak-ngiyak na ko, pero inays naman, pagdating sa bahay finit ko with my shoes and accessories and voila, it was fine. it was not gorgeous but kaht nakaponytail lang ako, mejo maganda na ung kinalabasan. mejo ilang lang ako kac plunging na, bareback pa...pero carry ko un siempre..hehe, at least, pero not excited for prom. hai...neweiz nasermonan na naman ako cause of paglalakwatsa and money. hay...eion...my sunday was not the best...
And now, I just want to say that I really, really wish moving on is as easy as 1, 2, 3. I wish that I could move on when I want to because I really really want to move on already but I can't. There is only one way of moving on that I know and I can't do it because it's not possible. Anyway, my tattered heart is still resting. My mind is moving 100kph so I'll be insane soon. My sinews are on the go and wants to rest. Thank You and Good Night.
you know you love me
xoxo
9:24:00 PM
Y 2.05.2006
His Words
I just remembered na I liked the homily of the priest who celebrated the First Friday mass last February 3. He said something about the words of St. Ignatius Loyola. We just studied about reformation so I know that Ignatius Loyola was the founder of the Jesuits mission which led the Church in the counter-reformation. Well, anyway I was really listening during the mass so that I might get enlightened and be able to determine what I really want. Suddenly during the homily, the priest suddenly said something about living the here and now. Then he said that happiness comes from within. Happiness is a decision. Once he said that, I suddenly really paid attention. Then he suddenly said not to let our past control the present. That was when everything he said suddenly flowed through my veins. Then he mentioned that we should not anticipate the future since it hasn't happened yet. He didn't mean not to plan for the future but don't be too sure of the things that'll happen which is totally true and right. I have been anticipating the future for quite some time now and when what I anticipated did not happen, I was so devastated and frustrated. I also let the past control all my present actions. I was so happy that I was able to listen to the priest's homily. That mass was really meant by God for me. I was really enlightened. Maybe it was those words that still keeps me strong now. That's why I haven't cried yet. I'm so crazy. I keep on telling myself to cry so that It'll all be over but I can't. No tears seem to fall. I also realized that if i keep myself busy and if I'm preoccupied I won't be able to pay attention to my emotions that much. Yesterday morning I was quite sad because I wasn't able to go out since all my friends were not available. There was nothing to watch on tv but the news about the stampede and my sister was using the computer so I had nothing to do. I was dreading the moment that my mind would go back to everything that happened and my heart would feel heavy and I would feel lonely and depressed but good for me that moment didn't come. I was able to talk to someone. The head is finally in control once again. I already figured out a plan on how not to remember and not let the heart take over once again. I'm really glad that I'm the kind of person who knows how to manipulate my mindset so as not to let myself get hurt that much. I seem to have lost that kind of power over myself during the past few months that's why I let myself cry. Like what michaelle wrote on her stat last night. A man is not worth your tears, whoever is will not make you cry. Anyway, I'm no hypocrite so I wouldn't say I've already moved on. No, I haven't but I've already set my mind to moving on. I've already placed my head in control. My heart needs to rest for now. It's time for my heart to sleep for awhile until the right person wakes it up.
you know you love me
xoxo
11:04:00 AM
Y 2.04.2006
I'll Always Love You
Michael Johnson (T. Snow/E. Kaz)
Standin' by my window List'nin' for your call Seems I really miss you after all
Time won't let me Decide thoughts to myself I'd just like to let you know I wish I'd never let you go
And I'll always love you Deep inside this heart of mine I do love you And I'll always need you And if you ever change your mind I'll still, I will love you
Wish you'd never left me But love's a mystery You can break a heart so easily
The days and nights we knew How much I feel for you Time has come for me to see How much your love has meant to me
And I'll always love you And if you ever change your mind I'll still, I will love you
Time, like a river, keeps on rollin' right on by Nothin' left for me to do So I watch the river rise
And I'll always love you Deep inside this heart of mine I do love you And I'll always need you And if you ever change your mind I'll still, I will I'll still, I will, love you
you know you love me
xoxo
9:26:00 PM
Y
My Personality
1. By Name: I have so many names that I really get confused when they ask me what's the first letter of my name. The possible ones are K, W, M and N. I'll post the four and see what description suits me most.
Does your name begin with: K? You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
Does your name begin with: W? You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like laying love games.
Does your name begin with: M? You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of your mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
Does your name begin with: N? You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
~Well??!!
2. BY MONTH: NOVEMBER *Has a lot of ideas *Difficult to fathom *Thinks forward *Unique and brilliant *Extraordinary ideas *Sharp thinking *Fine and strong clairvoyance *Can become good doctors *Careful and cautious *Dynamic in personality *Secretive *Inquisitive *Knows how to dig secrets *Always thinking *Less talkative but amiable *Brave and generous *Patient *Stubborn and hard-hearted *If there is a will, there is a way *Determined *Never give up *Hardly become angry unless provoked *Loves to be alone *Thinks differently from others *Sharp-minded *Motivates oneself *Does not appreciate praises *High-spirited *Well-built and tough *Deep love and emotions *Romantic *Uncertain in relationships *Homely *Hardworking *High abilities *Trustworthy *Honest and keeps secrets *Not able to control emotions *Unpredictable.
3. By Date:
November 22nd - December1st
Cream
Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.
~WOW!!! So, TRUE!!!!
4. By Signing Style: NO UNDERLINES OR DOTS BELOW THE SIGN These persons enjoy their life in their own way, never pay attention to others views. These are considered to be good natured but are selfish too.
Another one that's so true.
This is my personality decoded. Most are true while some are not. Personality tests should not dictate to you your personality. You should tell it who you are.
you know you love me
xoxo
9:05:00 AM
Y 2.02.2006
Gone
WALA NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know you love me
xoxo
7:30:00 PM
Y 2.01.2006
Awit ng Saya
Awit ng Saya by MYMP
Dahil sa yo natagpuan ang kasiyahang inaasam Ibinigay mo sa akin ang dati laging pinapangarap ipinadama ang yakap na walang kasing-saya
Hayaan mo akong umawit Ako lama’y nagpapasalamat
Tulay ng Maykapal inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan gawa ng lakas na di guguho sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay
ikaw ang pag-ibig na aamining pinangarap at hiniling panghabang-buhay na ito dati laging pinapangarap walang pagdududa sa yakap na walang kasing-saya
Hayaan mo akong umawit Ako lama’y nagpapasalamat
Tulay ng maykapal inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan gawa ng lakas na di guguho sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay
ikaw lamang ang kailangan ng buhay sa lungkot at ligaya tayo’y magkasama
lalalalalalala
Hayaan mo akong umawit Ako lama’y nagpapasalamat
Tulay ng maykapal inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan gawa ng lakas na di guguho sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay
~So ironic to be talking of happiness when the truth is...
you know you love me
xoxo
9:27:00 PM
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