Y 2.12.2006
Confessions of a Tattered Heart
Friday
hai naku. isang weekend na naman ang nagdaan. balik tagalog ako sa blog ko. hai. isang wikend lang ang nagdaan at sobra as in sobrang dami na ng nangyari. let's start last thursday. practice namn ng coutillion from 1 - 5. masaia naman dahil sobrang mahal ko ang dancing so enjoy pero da thing is, may panira. kilala nio naman na cguro kung cno un. eion, taps c daryll na katabi ko eh inaasar pa ko. pero sanay na ko kay daryll kaia ndi naman na maxadong kakabadtrip. taps ang dami ko pang kakampi pero i dont want war naman eh, wala naman akong valid reason para magalit sa kania. pero my blood still boils every time i see her so hai eiwan ko na lang. taps nataps kami pero may nalaman naman akong isa pang problem concerning my friends. pero whatever will happen sa problem na un eh sana, sana lang maays ang lahat at walang mapapahamak. taps nagskating ulit kami at nagshoe-shopping ako. news advisory: when shoe shopping, shop with girls not with boys. hai, umabot ako ng 9-9 sa pagha2nap ng shoes dahil ang kasama ko c CM at Ninyo na ipinipilit sakn na no use dahil matatakpan sa gown ko. Anyhoo, nakabili rin with the help of Jay-V, Ninyo, Maton, and Mike. Salamat talaga! Mahal ko kayo! Nakauwi naman ng matiwasay at that incident ends my Friday.
Saturday
Pagdating namin sa Pamp. eh txt agad ako kay tin kac aatend ako sa foundation day namin. Pagdating don I found out na, watak-watak na kada ko. Cna tin, jam at ding eh kasama na ng grupo nilang fockers at cna reena, mikhaella, monica, katrin at lili namn ay nasa sarili nilang grupo. So para san pa ang guyz_03? nasan na ang pagsasamahan naming siyam? Hindi nalang ako maxadong nagsalita at nakealam sa kung ano mang meron sa kanila pero i was kinda OP sa grupo nina tin kac siempre sa kanila ako sumama dahl kaming apat talaga ang magkakasama. Mabait namn ung bago niang kada pro ndi ako kinakausap ni Bernadette. May hard feelings pa rin since gr. 5? hehe, eiwan eion. Nagulat ako. Anniv na ni Georgia at ni Glenn sa Feb. 24. WOW. First time kong nakarinig na may naka1-year sa St. Scho at si Glenn pa. Congrats. Hai speaking of relationships. Wow, c bernadette may kaon na girl, c Regina, c Kabebs kaon si Chi (though I'm not really close to both of them), c venus may kaon din na secnd yir na d ko klala, c ding malapit nang makaon c kakat, c tin kay kathlyn, waah! puro girl-girl relationships...nakakawindang. wow. akala ko dati parang i'm at home with that idea. i'm not pro but i'm not also anti pero nung nakita ko tlga na halos lahat ng mga friends ko they're into those kind of relationships mejo kakawindang talaga. i mean duh, when u see two girls going up to stage 8 eh, it's sumthng na. hai, eion, i left mga 1 pm mejo nagenjoi naman pero not fully. My cuz's birthday party was fine. I just remembered the time nung 1st bday pa lng nia at super active pa kami sa games na ganun. ngaun, we're too old for everything, i just wish I was a kid again. Innocent and carefree. walang problema sa mundo. Another day done and that's my Saturday.
Sunday
sunday pa rin hanggang ngaun pero grabe kanina. woke up fine pero nung pu2ntahan na namin ung gown ko. mejo inanticipate ko na na pangit para ndi ako maxadong madevastate. eion, it wasn't what i expected mga 80% kamukha nung kay emma...pero it was not properly fitted. maluwang taps chorva chorva (hay nababakla na kami dahil kay mam vidal) eion, so mangiyak-ngiyak na ko, pero inays naman, pagdating sa bahay finit ko with my shoes and accessories and voila, it was fine. it was not gorgeous but kaht nakaponytail lang ako, mejo maganda na ung kinalabasan. mejo ilang lang ako kac plunging na, bareback pa...pero carry ko un siempre..hehe, at least, pero not excited for prom. hai...neweiz nasermonan na naman ako cause of paglalakwatsa and money. hay...eion...my sunday was not the best...
And now, I just want to say that I really, really wish moving on is as easy as 1, 2, 3. I wish that I could move on when I want to because I really really want to move on already but I can't. There is only one way of moving on that I know and I can't do it because it's not possible. Anyway, my tattered heart is still resting. My mind is moving 100kph so I'll be insane soon. My sinews are on the go and wants to rest. Thank You and Good Night.
you know you love me
xoxo
9:24:00 PM
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