Y 12.16.2005
Season's Greetings!
Season's Greetings! You might be wondering why Season's Greetings. It's because it's too long if I'll type Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. It's time consuming and it doesn't say it all because there is still the celebration of the Three Kings and stuff. Season's Greetings because with this greeting it sums it all up. Note to Mendel, it doesn't have a double meaning. Anyhow, its the 16th of December. It's the day after our Christmas Party. This morning I was in SM Manila for another round of Dance Revolution and Dance Maniax. I can be spotted in various malls for the past 10 days now. Since last December 7, I've been to SM Manila, SM Megamall, SM Southmall and Robinson's Place Manila. It's the Christmas season. Once again my pockets are lighter. No. Slash that. My pockets are empty. I'm bankrupt. Last Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday was spent shopping for gifts, prizes and other stuff out of the blue for our christmas party. Last wednesday night, I enjoyed shopping with AC and Jude because Gaux and I shopped for them. We helped in choosing the gifts for their special someone. Even if my feet hurt and my pockets are already groaning since they're empty and I still have loans from other people I'm still happy. Especially when someone squealed because of happiness and/or excitement when they received my gift. It gives me a nice feeling when they thank me so much because my gifts made them happy like Abychu who is now ready to be taken to the mental assylum because of Christian Bautista's CD. Anyway the party was fun. The awards were oh so funny. I received the "Babatuhin Kita ng Sapatos" Award since that was my favorite line last Sabayang Pagbigkas. I really laughed when I heard of Em's Award. It was the "Pretty Boy Award" 2nd place. hehe. He was second place to Mikhail. Well, he admits it. The only person who he agrees to be more handsome than he is, is Mikhi. Which is true in my opinion. Anyway, although I wasn't able to eat Spagh even if I was the one who ordered it and waited for it I still enjoyed the food. I enjoyed my gifts. There was only one thing that dampened my mood and I don't want to mention it again. Anyhow, it was SM Southmall for us after the Carol Fest which we just enjoyed. I did not enjoy skating yesterday because I fell twice and I fell hard. It really hurts. So, I was traumatized and left the rink in search for a dance revo machine. After all the excitement we headed for home. I was surprised because even if I came from SouthMall I arrived earlier than my sister which was really something. I opened my gifts and enjoyed them. Anyhow, we'll be going back to Pampanga on Monday which means that I won't be able to go online for about two weeks unless we'll go to the mall or something. I guess this might be my last post for some time. Sorry if its rubbish or if its not that good. Anyway, let me stop talking about things that have happened. Let me talk about the things in my mind.
I'm confused. So many things are on my mind. I can't help but sigh. I thought that I would already be happy this christmas. I thought that by this time I would already be happy with him. I thought that by this time I would already be the only one. I guess I was wrong. I expected too much from him. Oh well, life is like that. I guess it's partly my fault because I expected too much and so I just got disappointed. It's always like that. I expect something, get disappointed, get frustrated, expect something again and the cycle goes on. I'm not confused about my feelings. I've known for a long time that I really do love him. Yes, I do. I'm confused about stuff. Anyway I'm not making much sense anymore so I would just like to greet everyone, SEASON'S GREETINGS!
P.S. This was my post yesterday but my sister once again dragged me away from the computer because she was going to use it.
you know you love me
xoxo
6:07:00 PM
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