Y 12.27.2005
All I Want For Christmas Is You
All I Want For Christmas Is You
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true ...
All I want for Christmas
Is you ...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come treu
All I want for Christmas is you ...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You ...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one
I really need - won't you please
Bring my baby to me ...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to se baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you ...
All I want for Christmas
Is you baby
Is you baby
you know you love me
xoxo
12:12:00 PM
Y 12.24.2005
Happy Christmas!
It has been quite some time since my last post. It's Christmas Eve and I'm inside a computer shop, online for the first time this week. Since it's Christmas tomorrow, let's talk about it. Christmas has changed for me. Of course a major reason is because I'm older now. Christmas as they say is for kids. Kids enjoy it best because they are the ones who believe in Santa, receive gifts and enjoy going to ninongs and ninangs to kiss their hands and ask for aguinaldos. Another reason is change of school. Yes. Since first year, I haven't felt the excitement that christams brings. I don't know why. It might be because of the change in environment. My two schools have very different ways of celebrating christmas. Christmas Party is such a big deal in St. Scho. Weeks before the celebration, there is already a long line outside the AVR office because young girls and guys from 3rd grade up are borrowing cassettes and cd players to be able to practice their dance numbers. Reply slips will be given by the start of december which signals the bringing of good for the outreach program. Our outreach program is for one whole baranggay. We also discuss Advent in Religion class. We light the candles every monday. We put up deco and stuff. Weeks before the christmas party you can alreaady feel the spirit of christmas but arriving at MaSci everything was different. You will only feel that christmas is approaching a day or two before the party and it really is different. I cannot say I'm looking forward to Christmas this year. Why? Because it's just the same old crowd, same old celebration for the past 15 years. Nothing has changed. Except for the fact that for the first time we have our own christmas tree in our house because usually we don't bother since the large christmas tree is in my grandma's house which is just a walk away from our house and we celebrate christmas there. Christmas, a special day but a day nonetheless. You prepare for it for months, saving money, decorating buying gifts but then celebrate it in a day and by the 26th, its over. I am not saying that Christmas is rubbish or what because it isn't. I respect Christmas. It's the day that Christ was born. Christmas isn't really about gifts, decorations, and food. It's about love. It's about the spirit of giving, not material things but giving love and forgiveness. But of course, once again man has turned such a spiritual and special holiday into a material shindig. Anyway, since Christmas vacation started I haven't enjoyed much. It's pretty boring but then I've got two companions. I've started to appreciate my latest phone but I loved the other two more. Anyhow, I said that I was going to hibernate, get away from the people who have been bothering me silly but hey, you can run but you can't hide. Even if I'm here the only communication I have from the outside world is from the people whom I want to remove from my mind, just this vacation. I'm not complaining. I love talking to them. Anyway, I've already made a decision. I hope it's the right one. I'm freezing right now and my fingers are numb from the cold so here is where we will part. I'll post some time soon. Love You All! Happy Christmas.!.
you know you love me
xoxo
4:22:00 PM
Y 12.18.2005
Handwriting Analysis
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
http://handwriting.feedbucket.com/
My gosh, everything is correct especially about being a talkative person and a busybody. Wow, try it to believe it.
you know you love me
xoxo
10:15:00 AM
Y 12.16.2005
Season's Greetings!
Season's Greetings! You might be wondering why Season's Greetings. It's because it's too long if I'll type Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. It's time consuming and it doesn't say it all because there is still the celebration of the Three Kings and stuff. Season's Greetings because with this greeting it sums it all up. Note to Mendel, it doesn't have a double meaning. Anyhow, its the 16th of December. It's the day after our Christmas Party. This morning I was in SM Manila for another round of Dance Revolution and Dance Maniax. I can be spotted in various malls for the past 10 days now. Since last December 7, I've been to SM Manila, SM Megamall, SM Southmall and Robinson's Place Manila. It's the Christmas season. Once again my pockets are lighter. No. Slash that. My pockets are empty. I'm bankrupt. Last Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday was spent shopping for gifts, prizes and other stuff out of the blue for our christmas party. Last wednesday night, I enjoyed shopping with AC and Jude because Gaux and I shopped for them. We helped in choosing the gifts for their special someone. Even if my feet hurt and my pockets are already groaning since they're empty and I still have loans from other people I'm still happy. Especially when someone squealed because of happiness and/or excitement when they received my gift. It gives me a nice feeling when they thank me so much because my gifts made them happy like Abychu who is now ready to be taken to the mental assylum because of Christian Bautista's CD. Anyway the party was fun. The awards were oh so funny. I received the "Babatuhin Kita ng Sapatos" Award since that was my favorite line last Sabayang Pagbigkas. I really laughed when I heard of Em's Award. It was the "Pretty Boy Award" 2nd place. hehe. He was second place to Mikhail. Well, he admits it. The only person who he agrees to be more handsome than he is, is Mikhi. Which is true in my opinion. Anyway, although I wasn't able to eat Spagh even if I was the one who ordered it and waited for it I still enjoyed the food. I enjoyed my gifts. There was only one thing that dampened my mood and I don't want to mention it again. Anyhow, it was SM Southmall for us after the Carol Fest which we just enjoyed. I did not enjoy skating yesterday because I fell twice and I fell hard. It really hurts. So, I was traumatized and left the rink in search for a dance revo machine. After all the excitement we headed for home. I was surprised because even if I came from SouthMall I arrived earlier than my sister which was really something. I opened my gifts and enjoyed them. Anyhow, we'll be going back to Pampanga on Monday which means that I won't be able to go online for about two weeks unless we'll go to the mall or something. I guess this might be my last post for some time. Sorry if its rubbish or if its not that good. Anyway, let me stop talking about things that have happened. Let me talk about the things in my mind.
I'm confused. So many things are on my mind. I can't help but sigh. I thought that I would already be happy this christmas. I thought that by this time I would already be happy with him. I thought that by this time I would already be the only one. I guess I was wrong. I expected too much from him. Oh well, life is like that. I guess it's partly my fault because I expected too much and so I just got disappointed. It's always like that. I expect something, get disappointed, get frustrated, expect something again and the cycle goes on. I'm not confused about my feelings. I've known for a long time that I really do love him. Yes, I do. I'm confused about stuff. Anyway I'm not making much sense anymore so I would just like to greet everyone, SEASON'S GREETINGS!
P.S. This was my post yesterday but my sister once again dragged me away from the computer because she was going to use it.
you know you love me
xoxo
6:07:00 PM
Y 12.11.2005
A Cold Happiness
I'm so happy. You know why? Because today is our Cards Out. Usually, people don't call it that. They call it Distribution of Cards but in St. Scho we call it that, so the term Cards Out is already stuck in our vocab. Anyway, we almost did not get our card because we did not have a parent or a guardian around. Good thing Irene was around. I would like to thank her for coming with us to get our cards. While we were walking from the UN Station of the LRT to MaSci, I was already picturing myself crying because most of my grades were lower than the 1st quarter marks but I was wrong. I'm so happy because only two of my grades were retained and the rest were all higher than last quarter's. I actually gained 30 points all in all and if you use the averaging system, Ninyo is only higher by .1, so there's still a chance for me to be number 1. Anyway, everyone was happy with the marks that they received so we once again left for Quantum. I played the three machines, Dance Revo, Dance Maniax and Para Para. I really enjoyed playing and then afterwards we went to Maritoni's house to practice BDT's dance number for the upcoming Christmas Party. All in all, I enjoyed this day so much and I'm really happy. But, today is nothing compared to our experience yesterday. It is the most memorable experience I have with the Mendel/BDT pipz. The day started fine except for the fact that my sister was criticizing my outfit which was a brown Bohemian skirt paired with a brown, spaghetti strapped top and brown sandals. The Mendel pipz met at Jollibee EAC, 8 am. Of course we're Filipinos so we were able to go to Paco by 8:45 but then the people there told us that they'll only let people in at 10 pm. So we went to McDo and ate ice cream then we saw that the line was already long so we went down, lined up and survived the scorching heat of the sun. Inside, the Mendel pipz sat together and we did not really enjoy the play. We were too excited to go out and start our trip. When the play was finally over, I went with Maton to the Berzelius pipz since she was looking for Arvin, to get her money. I shouldn't have gone with her. My blood just boiled with what I saw. I pity her hand because her fingers were about to get broken. We immediately left before I can mutilate her hand. Vanir offered her hand to be my outlet. To release my anger? no, to release the unwanted emotion that I was feeling I was punching Ninyo while we were walking from Paco to Pedro Gil. I was even shocked that I agreed to walk when in fact I was wearing heels. Anyway, I was like a mother with 25 children yesterday because there were 26 of us who went to SM MegaMall. We rode the LRT then proceeded to the MRT then walked until we reached the biggest? mall in Manila. I was leading them even though I, myself had no idea where KFC is since it's my first time there with friends but since I'm like the mother, I asked the guard and so we arrived there, placing ten tables together to sit as one group. After that, we decided not to watch the movie anymore to maximize our skating time. I was so bummed out because my shoe broke. Anyway, I was once again the mother, buying the food, and then collecting money and buying the tickets for skating. And then, we were not aware but all of us were on ice. At first, others were still at the sides, reluctant to skate but after a few hours all of us were enjoying our time, Anna and Jv were already pros, in their own right. Most of the people experienced their first time on ice but they were already really good. We were enjoying our time there that we were not aware of anything else until it was time to go. Some of our companions left earlier, the rest of us who paid for unlimited skating were not aware that we needed the tickets issued to us when we got in to be able to go out and the penalty for lost tickets is 350 pesos per ticket. Nobody was holding the tickets and we had the idea that maybe one of our companions who left earlier had the tickets. We called several people but they said that they don't have the tickets. We were already panicking. We were in the verge of begging since our money is not sufficient to pay the penalty. Time was ticking since the rink is only open until 6:45. Good thing that there are really good people in this world. One of the staff, the boss I guess of the skating rink said that we can go home without paying anything as long as one of us signed the log book promising to give back the tickets, one of these days and if ever the tickets were really lost, we will only pay 1/4 of the original price. Heaven heard our prayers. We were able to go home after a really enjoyable but tiring day. Another problem faced us. Our parents, I mean their parents will surely scold them because it was already 7 pm when we left the place. All of us really learned a great lesson that day. We learned that even if we are already old enough to handle ourselves, there are still times that we need our parents to sort things out for us. An adult might not be the best companion in gimmicks but chaperones and guardians are there for a reason. When things go wrong, they are the ones who sort it out. I know that all of us learned how to think during the difficult times when everything seems to be lost. I, as the leader of the pack, learned that it is difficult to bear the responsibility when things really go wrong. Anyway, we still enjoyed the day though my feet really hurt and both my shoes were damaged. I still enjoyed the day even though I wasn't able to post this last night. I still consider December 10, 2005 as one of the most memorable days of my life because it is the day that I learned how to think and act like an adult, even if I'm not yet one. A word of advice to all of you out there. Please, don't take your elders for granted. Please don't think that since you're already 15 or 16, you're already old enough to go on your own. We took loads of pictures but I'm only going to post one, the group picture. The other 61 pictures can be viewed at http://www.flickr.com/photos/carmigz">CM's photo blog. So that's all folks. ttfn.
you know you love me
xoxo
5:50:00 PM
Y 12.08.2005
What a Day
This is one of the busiest days I've ever had. The day kicked of with the Teachers' Day celebration. The Junior Chuvlets danced to Hataw Na by Gary V. and This Little Thing Called Love by an unknown artist. We were wearing 80's costume and had our hair curled. We do feel like we were back during the time of our mom's and dad's teenage years. Anyway, after that tiring morning we still had classes. We still did an experiment in Chemistry, a discussion in Research and a quiz in Mathematics wherein Leo's patience was tested. Anyway, after that, other people's patience were tested including mine, Aia's, Cha's, Kim's, Alyssa's and other people's. Anyway, we were so happy because we made Mam Soriano's day. She was so happy because of our present. A walkway full of petals, a coutillion, a song number, balloons, roses and a dance with the boys. Everything happened according to plan. After that, we had our English Class. It was the time to reveal secrets. We composed a song about the things that make our life a happy or beautiful one. Since I mainly composed it I think its still stuck in my memory but if I change a few words, sorry but I think it goes something like this.
My Favorite Things (to the tune of My Favorite Things)
Badminton, dances, books, HP and music big brother, guitar, pc games and family friends who bring happiness and care to me these are a few of my favorite things
when i see cean, i hear toni remember nephele i simply remember what Season it is, and then I don't feel So bad
If you're not from III - Mendel, you won't get the song. It's an inside joke. Anyway after that, the BDT were once again on the move for an afternoon or evening of dancing. Goodbye to dance maniax and para para. I've met my new match, the Dance Revolution. I'm still a beginner but I'm learning quickly. Soon enough, I'll be able to survive the whole Afronova on my own without pH's help. Anyway, it will be a long weekend. I'm looking forward to Mendel's trip on Saturday. One last thing, I'll be posting another picture of BDT. Well, I guess that's all for now. ttfn.
P.S. Wow! I idolize Nikko! GO!!! Abychu and I are at your back, full support! Ayt??
you know you love me
xoxo
8:50:00 PM
Y 12.06.2005
Friendship
Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, Prongs, Four friendships, true and strong Noble Gryffindors each one, How did we go so wrong?
The times we spend at Hogwarts School, I knew you all so well but one was never what he seemed, Could any of us tell?
Another two were strong and true, Brash, perhaps, but good so keen to help each other out, Do anything they could
I was Moony, last one left, how strange that it should be when all of this was over with, the last one there was me.
Not all of us are dead and gone, but I mourn all the same for two dead and one who tarnishes the good Marauder name
First went Wormtail, filthy rat, Who turned from early on Though still alive, he’s better dead And from my heart is gone
Dear Prongs fell next, at paw of rat Defending to the end A noble stag with life cut short By one he called a friend
Now Padfoot, too has joined his friend And left me here alone I never thought I’d see the day When all my friends had gone.
Now what of Moony, last one left, Just what can he do now? All I can do is sit and cry, And wonder, simply, how?
Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, Prongs Four Gryffindors of old where once I felt your warm embrace, There now is naught but cold
The best of friends, the worst of foes It now is all the same Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, Prongs We have ourselves to blame
We should have seen, we should have known, now I just sit and sigh Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, Prongs, It's time to say goodbye.
you know you love me
xoxo
8:04:00 PM
Y 12.04.2005
Memoirs
SIGE
by: 6 Cycle Mind
Sige, pag kasama ka naman,
Kitang-kita ko ang ating kasiyahan
Sige, wag na nating pigilan
At di magtatagal, tayo ay liligaya
Okey lang naman ang ating usapan
Hindi na lang babalikan ang nakaraan
Ang nakaraan
Ayos lang, basta't kasama
Konting alak lang, Kahit walang pulutan
Ang minsan, naaalala
Di magtatagal, tayo ay liligaya
Sige, pagpatuloy niyo lang
Unti-unting lunurin sa kasiyahan
Sige, pagpasensiyahan na lang
Mga pumipigil sa ating ligaya
Okey lang naman ang ating usapan
Hindi na lang babalikan ang nakaraan
Ang nakaraan
Ayos lang, basta't kasama
Konting alak lang, Kahit walang pulutan
Ang minsan, naaalala
Di magtatagal, tayo ay liligaya
Confused. I'm wondering. Is it right? Am I really happy? Did I make the right decision? My heart tells me so but then my mind tells me otherwise. I guess I'll just swallow my pride. To be or not to be? Now, I'm smack in the middle of something. Confusing? Nope. Tiring? Yes. Complaining? Not really. Fed Up? With home. Not making any sense? Everything. Stupid? Not anymore. Learned how to control myself. Learned not to be that involved in other people's businesses. Wants to watch a horror but not so terrifying movie. Wants to pass Dance Revolution. So over para para.
P.S. If my post did not make sense then don't read it. P.P.S. Belated Happy Birthday PH!! Advanced Happy Birthday Ninyo!! P.P.P.S. I'll try to post pictures of the Munchkin people and of course HP.
you know you love me
xoxo
10:15:00 PM
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