Y 10.01.2005
Nothing Seems to Stay...

I can't write. I've been typing different things here since I arrived home. I can't seem to choose a topic to write about here, now. To make things easier let me first tell you about my escapades yesterday and today. Yesterday, our dismissal time was 1 PM because of the fumigation. We were suppose to have a meeting about the Science Trial. Since I'm one of the treasurers of the Knights of Science (KOS), I have to attend. The said meeting was supposed to be from 1 - 5 but my friends and I were supposed to go out and watch a movie. We have planned this gimmick for a month now. Since we can't seem to find a specific date for us to go out. So what I did is I didn't attend the meeting. So irresponsible of me, right? Then I found out that our dear vice presidents are not attending, also our two business managers. I didn't feel that bad anymore. Lol. It was only Nikko and I who went to SM Manila since Abychu had to meet her tutor. We ate at KFC. It was my first time to eat at that branch of KFC and I can say that it has a great view. Though you can only see the buildings and the LRT outside, you can still see the sky and the horizon unlike other branches where there are only four walls around you. After eating, we went to the arcade to play Dance Maniax while waiting for Abychu. Surprisingly, my friends form Mendel, my usual Dance Mania chums were also there. Well, Nikko and I played for awhile even if Abychu already arrived. By 3, we went to the movie houses and watche The Perfect Man. It was only the three of us but I still really enjoyed. I seemed a bit incomplete at first since I guess I was still grasping the fact that now, when we go out there will only be three of us. Marjorie can't come anymore. Anyway, we still enjoyed the movie. I got teary eyed during the mother-daughter parts mainly because I felt guilty. I remembered my mom and all the stuff I did that are actually against her teachings and orders. Well, after that, Nikko was still hyper and he still wanted to go and play Dance Maniax. When we arrived, I thought that Vanir and Co. were already gone since I didn't see them in the Dance Maniax area. I was surprised to find them playing para para paradise. We dare not go and play that game because we thought it was complicated but it turned out to be like Dance maniax and Dance Revo combined. Anyway, we went home and kind of slept early because of exhaustion. Enter Saturday, October 1. I was suppose to wake up at 7 but everytime the alarm went of I set it 30 minutes later. So I ended up waking up at 8 and started to prepare for the day ahead. I arrived at school by 9 am. Practice started. Everything was going smoothly until the formation part of the dance. The war broke out. Of course, it was a silent war. 4 or 3 against one. The one who think that they're a super power. We fought and nobody won. Good thing that only 5 sections were participating in our dance and not all because it would've been chaos. It would have been a full-force war. Anyway, practice ended and we changed our outfits to go to SM Manila. There were 11 of us. We went to eat at KFC. It was like a big celebration. After that we went to Kameraworld to get our pictures taken. Let's just say the pictures turned out fine but the people in it didn't. Hahaha. Lol. Luckily, I don't have scans. Lol. After that was game time. We danced, we sang, we conquered. I got a higher combo. 806. Can you believe it? I can't believe it too. And Afronova Mild was once again, PERFECT! But I can't seem to get the hang of Baila! Baila! wild. pH and Vanir have mastered that song. Anyway after that we set off and went home. I'm so happy today. I don't know maybe I guess it's because I've become calmer and I'm starting to handle the situation. Though there are still times that I don't seem to know what I'm doing and why I'm doing things that I'm doing. I'm starting to grasp the idea that maybe it wasn't really meant to be, that things are meant to be like this. That some people are really meant to go into separate ways but still meet sometimes. I still care though I don't want to. I still think of stuff I'm not supposed to think about. At least I'm not taking a mean girl approach. Anyway, I'm starting to say things that are rubbish so I'll stop. I just want to say that nothing in this world will stay. Like they say, the only permanent thing in this world is change. Nothing will ever stay, no feeling, no person, no material thing, nothing. Everything and everyone will move on. Some may move on fast, some may move on slow. I know this person who can't seem to move on but now is taking his steps away from the big X. He already woke up from this long sleep of one-sided love. To end my post I would like to say that gOf is only 45 days away. There is a bunch of pictures that you could feast your eyes on. One was actually entitled "Lyk omg it's harry in the bath." I know Abychu will consider this info as spoiler but you will definitely say those words when you see the pic. Anyway, I went to Marj's blog and it is under repair. I have no idea how she was able to do what her blog does but she redirected it to my blog. I was awestruck by what she did to her blog. I never knew she's so good at html. There really are things about your friends, even your best friend that you may not know yet. Anyway. I'll post the said pic of Daniel, I mean, Harry. 'Till next time! Tata. P.S. Auditions for Luna have started. I'm quite sure this will be another racket.
you know you love me xoxo
5:57:00 PM
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