Y 10.23.2005
Not Worth The Wait...
Heya...It's been quite some time since I last posted here. My long absence is due to our Mid Year Examinations, Field Trip, and to my sister, who used up all the internet cards so I wasn't able to go online. It has been 5 days since my last post. So many things have happened. So many changes have occurred. Last Friday was another day for the BDT. I saw a shirt at Am Bou which I really really liked and so I asked Nikko to give me that shirt as a gift for my upcoming birthday. We helped Daine buy a shirt for the field trip. I was so excited last Friday because the following day will be our Educational trip. I asked my aunt to buy so many food. I prepared my outfit beforehand. I was so excited because we did not have a field trip last year. I woke up at four, took a bath and got dressed. I had a few outfit changes because the outfit just didn't work. When I finally came up with the perfect outfit my sister ( who owns the rubber shoes I was going to wear ) told me that she didn't have any shoes so she's going to wear the shoes that I was wearing. Harsh right? So I started my hunt for shoes. Finally, Ayka texted me that she was wearing flipflops so I just wore my blue flipflops. That outfit crisis cost us 45 minutes. Instead of arriving at 5 am like I said the day before I arrived at 5:45. The wait for the announcing of the bus numbers was excruciating. Our excitement cannot be contained. Finally, it was announced that we will be in Bus 2 with the Dalton people. It was fine since we won't be minding them and they won't be minding us. The trip started fine. Everything was going well until we reached QC Circle. I was still excited until I saw a sight I did not want to see. Hehehe. It doesn't hurt anymore. Yes, it doesn't. It's just that I don't know. There's still this something when I see him. Anyway, after that when we were on our way to Rizal, I fell asleep. I was a bit bothered with the thought of this and that but I finally got it out of my head. The Petroglyphs Cave brought so many surprises. I was shocked. Girls are liberated nowadays but there are still some things that shouldn't be asked. There are still some things that the guys have to initiate. I don't think that particular person visits my blog so I will say that it is not right to ask a guy to hold each other's hand if you like him but he doesn't like you as more than a friend especially when other people can hear you. It simply isn't done. After that was the lunch at the Hinulugang Taktak Falls. It was another eventful stop. Nikko was not yet updated about my life so I told him about the recent happenings when Iric suddenly arrived so I also told him. He went hysterical. We weren't able to take a group pic. (Abychu, Nikko, moi) We were supposed to write the name Marj in a piece of paper and then place it beside us. I miss Marj. Anyway after that, the other stops were corny except for the American cemetery because I kind of enjoyed the peace and quiet. The journey from the eco park to the cemetery was quite eventful due to the car beside our bus. I slept during half of the journey but I woke up when we were already in Makati. I was shocked because Em was sleeping. Hehehe. Anyway Angelie saw something happening inside the car beside our bus so she called the attention of Kim. Kim shrieked so everyone went to look at it. The Mendel people were aroused by that scandal. Everyone was going whoa. We finally woke up. We arrived at school by around 5. It was not worth the wait. It did not meet my expectations. We went to SM Manila afterwards to do the usual. I got home by 9:30. I was so tired but I still called Nikko to talk about the days events. We talked for about an hour then I entered my world of dreams. I woke up at 7. It was Sunday, October 23. It was supposed to be a special day but hey, stuff happen, things change. Anyway I was wearing all black because I was kind of mourning. It will be our last day. The BDT will cease operations until the Christmas Party. We were supposed to celebrate our 2nd monthsary today but then like I said, things change. It was quite an enjoyable day considering the present situation. I just don't like it when people follow me around. I don't like it when people keep on pushing themselves into my life when it's so obvious that I'm keeping them out. Yes, I'm harsh. I do admit it. It's just I'm not comfortable with those kind of things. Remember first year? The thing with Computer? *FYI: Abychu voted for Science and Marj voted for Computer* I've got my own love problems so please don't add up to my list of present concerns because I might not be able to control myself. I can feel my old self coming back at this moment. Some things really change. I've told my stories to a few people who I know won't judge me. One said that there's still this possibility that he cares for me. I said, no. I don't think so. The word hope is not in my vocabulary anymore when it comes to that area. Anyway, I played Dance Maniax with a speed of 3. It's the fastest speed. As expected I now have a bruise on my wrist. It hurts. The play was nice. The little prince was cute. We were supposed to go back home to Pampanga this afternoon but because of me we weren't able to. So we will be going home on Tuesday. Anna Araño went crazy with quotes awhile ago. She sent me 22. I loved all of them but then there was this one that really got my attention. I also miss her. On a lighter note, it's only 23 days 'till HP. I have no energy to look at spoiler pictures. I don't know why. Maybe it's because gOf is just around the corner or maybe Abychu's attitude toward spoilers have rubbed off on me. Who knows? There are just some things in life that are not worth the wait. I hope gOf won't be one of those. Hopefully, the picture I will attach will get attached. I will be attaching a picture of Robert Pattinson a.k.a Cedric Diggory. He's cute. Rupert is also kinda cute in this movie but of course nobody can rival Dan.
P.S. I might not post for a week or so since I'm going home. We don't have internet access there. P.S.S. Thanks to Abychu and Nikko for being a part of my life. I'm lucky I met two wonderful people like you. P.S.S.S. Marj, I've got some breaking news. I hope I'll be able to catch you soon. I really (x1000) miss you...Love you...
you know you love me
xoxo
8:04:00 PM
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