Y 9.29.2005
Losing My Touch...??
Am I losing my touch? I have been the president of our class for almost 5 months now. I was able to go through the excruciating job as leader of the Sabayang Pagbigkas. Of course it wasn't all rainbows and butterflies. Some people even started hating me, I think. Anyway, we were practicing for the Field Demonstration. We were supposed to practice something marvelous for the formations. The girls wanted to practice, the boys didn't so I didn't insist on practicing but the girls did. They keep on telling me to tell the boys that we needed to practice. When I told them that the boys didn't want to practice they keep on urging me to order them to practice. I said I didn't want to. Then they talked behind my back and said that I was elected president so that people will follow me. Eventually, they told me. So I followed the class and urged the boys to practice, they followed but everything was chaos. I keep on telling them to shut up and I'll be the only one to talk or else we will stop practicing. Nobody listened and they still kept on talking. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I got mad. Well, not really mad but I said we'll stop the practice and sort of walked out. Haha. Drama. I did not mean to do that. I just got fed up. Afterwards they approached me. Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. We started practicing. After that we were supposed to practice the other formations but I can't seem to muster the strength to talk to the class loudly and lead them. I was just so tired. I had no more ATP to use. I asked the others to lead. I forgot all about what happened awhile ago until I just came to wonder. Am I losing my touch? I was an unfair, dictator type of president two years ago. A tyrant who makes people follow through my sharp tongue, booming voice and violence. Haha. Exag. Anyway, I was really strict and I was kind of mean. If I compared myself then and now, I can really say that I'm so kind and consdirate now. Hahaha. I guess things really did change last year. Everything everyone said about me being more calm, being nicer, becoming less strict and less authoritarian was all true. What caused the sudden change of attitude? Let's just say, love can really move mountains. I didn't know if the change was for the better or for worse. Well, maybe I'm just tired. Tomorrow I will be recharged. It'll be the old me again. Harry Potter is only 47 days away. The long wait will be worth it. I can already feel the emotions rising. I'm sure I'll get emotional with this latest film. I just saw the latest pics and I can really tell that it is the best movie so far. It is the most expensive movie ever to be made. Things seem brighter. Things will definitely be better. p.s. Abychu, don't look at the pic...it's a spoiler
you know you love me
xoxo
9:27:00 PM
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