Y 9.26.2005
Fantastic little things Makes the World a Better Place
Hey. I have just arrived home from the grueling practice for the field demonstration. At long last, we have something decent to dance. I so enjoyed the 3 hours of practice except for the fact that I became so parched I was able to drink 3 cups of iced tea. I love the steps especially the ones that belong to Ptolemy but I also like some of our steps. Anyway, never mind about that. Just Kidding!!! I haven't felt this refreshed since Junior year started. There's this feeling of happiness that only dancing can give me. While I was executing the steps and after dancing, every breath that I take is like a breath of life. A breath of Nirvana. Dancing, a fantastic little thing that makes me happy. Simple steps and moves make my day a better one. The joyous music sweeps away the loneliness in my heart. For the first time in many days I felt calm and I felt so at home. Dancing is one of the special things in my life I can't live without. Anyway, the latest issue of W.I.T.C.H. has just come out. I forgot the title but anyway the cover is Matt and Will, totally in love with each other. Though love is scarce nowadays I still find them oh, so romantic. I just hate the fact that Caleb and Elyon are the ones who are in love with each other. Caleb and Cornelia will only be friends. JUST FRIENDS. Well, at least they're friends after they broke up unlike some people I know. Anyway, I'm quite sure it would be a Cornelia/Peter pairing. I hate that pairing. Anyway, this simple mag is also one of the fantastic little things that makes me happy. I enjoy reading it. I anticipate it's monthly release. I always pass through Papyvore to check if the latest issue is already out. A magazine, simple yet powerful. Harry Potter. Although I can't say it's a fantastic little thing. I can definitely say its a fantastic thing right? It's something big. It's something that inspires millions of people around the globe. Some people are certified Harry Potter addicts, just like me. I can't imagine how my life will be if I wasn't given the chance to meet Harry in the pages where he lies peacefully and undisturbed.Not. Once you've already found something special, you can't live without it. Just like HP. It's something special that I discovered and I don't think I'll be able to live without it. I just can't imagine when the last book is out. How will I feel? What will I do when the last movie has been released? I would still be shipping Dr/Hr. Fanfictions are solace of people who have such exentric tastes in pairing that they tend to choose highly improbable ones like Dr/Hr. I do admit that there's more chance of man discovering the secrets of time rather than Draco ending up with Hermione and vice versa. J.K. Rowling made it clear. Now that we've touched the topic about fanfictions, I am currently reading one made by a Filipino author in Filipino. It's title is "May Mantikilya sa Siko Mo Harry!" It's a Harry/Ginny fic, the pairing that I despise the most but besides that fact, it's a trully enjoyable fic. I just can't stop laughing. Once again, a simple thing made me happy. I want to thank Marjorie for posting it in her blog. I read it and it's totally amusing. Latest pictures of the upcoming HP movie always paints a smile on my face. Trailers make me go ballistic. Simple things make me happy. Simple things can place a smile on my face. Simple things make my heart sing with joy. Simple yet fantastic things make me forget the pain and the suffering that I'm actually feeling. I do have a fear of failure and rejection, in case you don't know. I haven't faced these fears yet. Everytime I sense failure and rejection, I turn to this fantastic li'l things that make me happy. I think of Harry Potter, dancing, Daniel Radcliffe, etc. etc. and so forth. Everyone have silly lil things that make them happy. As they say "Lahat ng tao may kababawan!" I already discovered mine. My "kababawan" is that I adore moving pictures or drawings. I do know they're just as what Mikhail keeps on insisting "cartoon characters." I know they're not real and they would never come to life but I also know that I find happiness everytime I watch them have a go at each other. They make me laugh out loud like there's no more tomorrow. Only Rukawa can do that. So here's another technique for the tormented souls out there. Don't keep your sadness and suffering inside, like some people I know. Just hold them for awhile 'till such a time comes when you're ready to let them go. For the mean time, busy yourself with silly things, silly things that make you happy. These rants really have nothing to do with what I really have in mind right now. I'm actually panicking since I haven't passed my project in T.L.E. yet and there's like 98.9% chance that we won't be able to pass our research paper on friday. I guess the silly game with your hands is actually true. Maybe I really am a heart over mind person or maybe that's who I really am. Maybe I've just been hiding behind the tough exterior of being all mind and no heart to protect myself from getting hurt when actually I'm already crumbling inside. So, on a happier note I don't dread Camelot anymore. That day will come and go. Although it's supposed to be a special one I won't bother thinking all about it. I'll just believe in Que cera cera. Maybe things will definitely change. I hope so. I haven't found a new quote or anything to place here so I'll just use something from the latest Potter Movie. "Everything will change now, isn't it?" p.s. - hope so...
you know you love me
xoxo
7:26:00 PM
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